Appologies for getting all sentimental but.........I just want to post and say thank you to group for the help, advice and support you all gave me over the last few months following my unexpected 4x bypass on my 49th birthday. I am not one for expressing or sharing my emotions at all and I am getting quite teary at the moment thinking about it all (but in a good way). I had my op back on 31 August and you all made an incredible challenging time bearable and successful to be honest. I was in a very dark place at times and you all made me see sense and get hold of the situation, I really didn't think I would make it through but you all enlightened me and supported me at a time I felt the most alone I have ever been (typical bloke who thought I could cope alone when I couldn't), I could not have made it without you all and you all got me through it and see the light at the end of the tunnel. Christmas means so much to me for many different reasons and I see it as a time for reflection. I really didn't think I would be here by whatever means (if you get my drift) but you made me see sense and realty and I am now living life to the full, albeit a challenge, and for the first time in many years now I feel alive.
I sit here now with tears running down my face in the reality of my situation and what I went through but I thank you from the bottom of my heart for saving me and guiding me through the most difficult time in my life. Its far from over and although I know there will be more struggles ahead it doesn't matter because of your help I know I can do it and make it, I have never felt so alive and worth as much as I do now, together we will make it and I look forward to many years ahead, xxxxxxxx