Hi all,
This is quite an essay but I would be super appreciative if anyone can help/shed some light on what I could possibly be asking my doctors to do for me on this matter as I’m very scared of day to day life right now, and I feel like I’m not really being helped as much as I could be.
I’ve had that thing that shares the same name as a common beer 3 times, and after the last time in December 2022 I suddenly suffered some extremely worrying heart issues.
- very hard heart beats constantly
- palpitations
- extremely irregular heartbeat (like AFib style)
- random spikes even at resting from 120
- 140bpm (Apple Watch recorded the patterns)
- pressure on left side of chest permanently (even now a year later it’s still there)
- suddenly had consistently high blood pressure (150+/97+)
I wasn’t aware what was going on inside, and after being rushed to hospital over 10 times in the space of 2 weeks, no on the spot ecg gave me any indication that anything was wrong.
I went through an extremely long uphill battle with my GP, and many misdiagnosis’s - I was initially put on diazepam back in Jan 2022, then moved to sertraline. My BP measurements were consistently a minimum 150/97 on a good day, to 170/104 on a bad day, and it was all being put down to “you’re stressed, anxious or suffering from mental health issues” (wild).
This was affecting my work life, my social life, my life at home - everything, and unfortunately it still is. After doing my own research and dealing with random super high spikes of heart rate ranging from 120-140bpm resting, severely hard palpitations which happened all day everyday and other things what seem like AFib.
I eventually managed to get a 24hr ecg fitted, and an echocardiogram. Unfortunately these referrals came in 4 months down the line, I was still dealing with all the symptoms above until then too.
The results came back and all that was noticed was tachycardia and ectopic beats - I still felt horrendous, unable to do any form of exercise, super tired everyday for no reason even after sleep, insanely hard heart beat feelings, weird sensation in my left arm at random times in the day which was accompanied by arrhythmia and irregular heartbeats and so on. So I was left feeling v cut up about it all, as I put so much on these tests giving me the answers to the issues with my heart, and a solution to getting back to normal.
Fast forward to September, and so many back and forth blood tests, with a different GP every time repeating my whole story and issues to a new person, and then receiving a different opinion. They told me I should get my heart ‘out my head’ cause it’s obviously fine as my ecg and echo revealed just tachy and ectopic beats. But I didn’t feel fine, in fact I felt so far from it - it’s unreal.
To my surprise my cardiology referral with the NHS was cancelled due to those results, according to them ‘there’s no reason to look into the heart as the results weren’t troubling’. Even though I couldn’t run without the pain/tightness/pressure getting worse.
Sometimes my heart rate would feel like it’s suddenly stuck at 120 and wouldn’t relax or come down and would beat super off pattern like fluttering (assuming AFib from what I’ve learnt).
Since they wouldn’t take it any further, and having dealt with all this hell for nearly a year I had to bite the bullet and pay for a private MRI which I got about 3 days after asking for one.
So it looks like they were unable to see from the ecg/echo what the mri found - the specialist cardiologist I went through explained to me that It looked like I had myocarditis but i was on the other side of it, there was some heart inflammation still at the time of the MRI (September) and I had an ejection fraction of 52 or 54%, some heart scarring from it, and an slightly thickened mid lateral wall. But he ‘stressed’ that it wasn’t enough to affect the function of the heart and he’s sure I’ll make a good recovery, and I should implement some exercise (walking).
I really need help, because I don’t know what else I can do now. I’m on 5mg of ramipril, 60mg of propanolol and it’s now over a year since I first had all these issues. I’ve never had issues with my heart before, as far as I’m aware - been a regular on and off gym goer, lived a very normal life until now.
I helped my dad who is 70 moved house a few weeks ago, and after helping for a day my the pressure I have in my heart/left side of my chest went from consistently tight to super super tight for about 2 weeks, then calmed back down to tight but not extreme.
I was also a bit late for work a couple days ago and sprinted about 20/30m at a fast pace, I didn’t make it to the door and actually had an awful feeling in my chest. My heart was racing like I’ve just done a 200m full pelt sprint, and then it wouldn’t slow down and was beating super out of a normal pattern, to which I then started panicking because I didn’t know what was going on, no breath work would sort it out and even though I got my breath back, my heart was still going at 120+ and beating completely out of beat for over 3 hours, it then randomly just chilled out and went back to what felt like normal. I even get out of breath walking and talking, it feels like a bit of a light workout to do both.
In summary, my blood pressure is now in a much better range after being on 5mg ramipril for around 3 months, around 130-140 D / 75-85 S. the propanolol did nothing for my blood pressure but I think it might have helped my heart rate a bit as resting has been much better than before, now rests at 55-70 on average, aside the recent random AFib style spikes. but I think I still have myocarditis, it’s been over a year now, has anyone had it this long or longer? I still can’t exercise (run, lift weights etc).
Being completely honest, I’m super worried that I might just drop and that’s the end - it feels like everyday im on egg shells in my own body and I don’t know what is going to be the last thing I do, it’s always on the forefront of my mind but when I suddenly feel more rough than usual with heart symptoms I’m feeling like it’s potentially the end.
It seems like my GP won’t do anything else, I called a few weeks ago after I helped my dad move and explained that the symptoms got worse after this and he said to me ‘what do you want me to do about it?’. Then there’s the private consultant, but he’s £££ every time I choose to speak to him for advice on what’s going on after I’ve had a really bad episode of something, like increased tightness… and he just sends my GP a letter suggesting a referral to a cardiologist, but it seems like nothing goes further.
I’m lost on what to do. If I’m getting better? I don’t feel like I am. And I’m not getting anymore investigations or answers… Are there any medications I should be getting to help me recover? Will my ejection fraction % get better with exercise? I am just getting no answers, I don’t know what to do to get better or why it’s taking so long?