Hi all, it's 5.30am, suddenly woken to cold sharp central chest pain, sat up, cold sweat all over, raging pins & needles both hands, I woke my wife told her I was in trouble and by 7.30am I was on the coronary care ward, 2 emergency stents fitted wondering what the hell happened. That was 3 weeks ago, and I was very lucky, very lucky indeed. Only 15 minutes for the ambulance to arrive, and the team were waiting for me to perform the procedure when I arrived, wow NHS, just wow.
I'm still trying to work out why...... no warning, never smoked, BMI of 23, fit, regularly walk over a marathon over the week, on statins for nearly 2 decades, good diet, just bad genes handed down I guess. Before they let me go they fitted another 5 stents (7 overall). I think I'm still in shock, really emotional, work are fantastic, as are friends and neighbours, as I said I know I'm really lucky, but I know I'm struggling with it.
I have found reassurance reading peoples stories, and I'm not alone with how I'm feeling, it is tough and I have to learn patience (my biggest failing by far), I guess my journey is just beginning?
Hi Cruiser25,
It's a real shock when our bodies suddenly don't do what we expect them to do, and I can understand why you're finding it hard. It may be that you will never get to the bottom of why. One strategy might be to look at it another way - what difference would it make if you knew why? None, probably. How about thinking that, had you not had the healthy lifestyle, you may not have been so lucky? Or just focus on how very lucky you are and work on that?!
All the best for a long & happy future!