I can go several days but no episodes like nothing's wrong then all of a sudden everything goes Haywire.
It's very scary.
My question is how do you live your life with the constant reminder always that...something bad could happen?
I mean I understand that all of us are going to pass away at some point.
I just don't see how you can live with the constant reminder of it. It makes me just feel like giving up. By giving up i mean forgeting about what i need to eat or not eat..forget exercise..and being healthy..and just eat drink and be merry.
It affects every part of my life especially my social life.
Makes it hard for me to work.
I get tired easily.
I wore a Holter monitor for the second time in two years for 30 days it showed a couple of episodes of atrial tachycardia and some ectopic Beats.
The doctor gave me metoprolol.
I haven't started taking it yet because of the side effects.
I already have a low heart rate my monitor showed 46 at sleep and running in the fifties a lot of the time in the evenings I'm afraid of it dropping my blood pressure and my heart rate even lower. The highest heart rate that I experience on the monitor in 30 days was 138 Beats another time or two it was a 133. That's during the tachycardia. One or two of those times I believe it's when I was push mowing. The doctor I have didn't tell me to keep a journal I did a little bit but he didn't talk to me about anything i was doing during the 30 days i told him about mowing. He just gave me the script.
When I went two years ago I had basically the same type of stuff on my monitor and he said he didn't want to put me on any medication because of my low heart rate.
I just don't know how to cope anymore with this. Maybe some of you brave souls can give me some insight and Hope.