Today's my birthday. Today's the day I got herpes again, forth time in six months.
I talk my husband I'm dealing with it and I'm fine but I'm not. People say it gets easier with time. The sores become less frequent and less big they say.
Well for me they're wrong.
They're still big and ugly and painful. I can hardly bend. Pissing makes me cry, when I'm out (I try never go toilet but if I do) and I need to go I bite my hand. I can't take the pain.
My hurt rips everytime I get it and I sink into this corner of depression and sadness.
The doctor spoke to me about surpressing it with daily pills. Is anyone on this and can tell me more.
I want to make the right decision but I feel I don't know much about it.