Hiya folks,
Just thought i'd share an update here as i've not posted in a while.
I've made big improvements in the last few weeks, and other than a hiccup over christmas am doing ok. To add to my problems, a lot of my hair fell out at the start of december, normal reaction my doctor tells me! However It seems to be starting to grow back.
December was a month of anxiety more than recovering from covid pneumonia! In fact anxiety can "create" symptoms.
I came back from my parents at the start of the month, and found the first week tough, but did manage to go for my first walk. That was very tough and I remember my heart rate hitting 155bpm
The following week was one of steady progress, my Tachycardia has diminished to the point that when walking, my heart rate is a pretty normal 110-120. I went for a few more walks, but they were tough, and only a 100m or so.
Christmas week was bad, my parents visited on xmas eve, but I did not sleep well and was very anxious over christmas and boxing day. I moped about feeling so ill all the time.
This spilled over into the 27th and 28th, where I was suffering cabin fever too. I needed to be out and out and out on my terms. It had been a tough day, the food deliver i'd taken later in the week absolutely knackered me. But at least I can now get the bags up the stairs myself!
The day after this, I decided enough was enough, anxiety or not, I was going for a walk, and nothing was going to stop me. I wobbled down the stairs with a weak feeling in my legs and lifted my 4 wheeled walker out the door.
Off I set, and some 300m later, I was back and anxiety free. My legs had suddenly lost the jelly like feeling! Since then I have gone for a short walk every day and am up to 550m, although I do have to rest half way.
On top of this, I can prep meals, do a little cleaning, dry my hair after a fashion.
I'm hitting 3000-3500 steps a day now, thats a third of what is recommended.
I still get occasional anxiety hits, but can better deal with them now. I feel less trapped as I can freely move around the house and go for a walk, once a day, if I choose.
I do get tired still, and do meditate 3 times a day still, but am managing better now.
Lets hope I keep improving, I need to get back to work, get back driving, and get out without worrying that my battery will run out!