Hi guys, been to see specialist, she showed me the test results from the hospital sleep apnea test, I did a few months ago!
It wasn't good! (Why did they not call me in?)
My apnea is B...A...D! Wow! My breathing stopped hundreds of times an hour! I have a very dangerous apnea condition! If I don't get the apnea sorted SOON! I am in serious danger of sudden death or serious damage to organs etc!
She has reset the machine, she said, don't worry about ringing for help if you need it! Do it!
She is going to give me another 4-6 weeks, trying the CPAP, then she wants to see me, & I might have to go to the hospital for another test, & possibly look at more advanced, stronger help!?
She looked at me & smiled, you have a lot of problems, don't you? I said yes, I was so upset last year, because I was so sick, but, now my congestive heart failure is under control, & my type2 diabetes is getting better! My bloody copd, is pushing through, reminding me it is still there! However! I overall, feel better than I was, because the other problems are getting under control & I am not in so much pain or discomfort.
They all kept saying that they are wanting to help me, don't think we're not! We really do care about you! I said thank you, l needed to hear that!
I finally have a sense of self respect and self worth, I have been scared! (Still am!) But, now feel I am not alone anymore!