Hello, forum. I’ve experienced increasing shortness of breath in the past three years, which resulted in a mild asthma diagnosis and a reliever prescribed for exercise (I’m an otherwise active 38 year old). Persistent and worsening problems led to steroid inhalers of increasing strength and then finally a lung function test in October, which confirmed continued inflammation and some air trapping. Now on fostair for the past 6 months. Peak flow improved immediately by about 100 ml to a resting 700. But here’s the thing: I still get symptoms, and they no longer seem to correspond to the logic of (my) asthma.
The sensation of shortness of breath that I felt in the first year or so of asthma diagnosis has now changed from a generic wheeze to something that feels like a shallowness to my lungs, as if there’s a hard stop when trying to take a deep breath and I can no longer reach the bottom quarter of capacity. This leaves me trying repeatedly to take a full and satisfying breath, something I can achieve maybe one in five attempts.
The other change in experience is that, where previously my reliever would reliably resolve my wheeze and so my shortness of breath, it doesn’t seem to help with the sensation of not being able to achieve a full, satisfying breath.
The stranger shift is in what triggers my symptoms: for several years it only came during exercise (I’m a runner), but since being on a steroid preventer, I’m no longer troubled at all when on a run, but every time I go for a walk I experience the strange, restrictive shallowness to my lungs, to the point when I often can’t talk comfortably at the same time as walking. This seems to be back to front, running 10km surely more demanding on my breathing than a stroll around the block.
I guess the question in this increasingly lengthy post is: does anyone identify with this experience, with a qualitative shift in how you experience asthma (specifically the sensation of not being able to access the bottom of your lungs) and also the seemingly counter-intuitive circumstances in which symptoms arise (specifically when I walk but not when I run)? It’s been a quick and an unsettling journey for me from being fine to daily shortness of breath and steroids, and I just wonder if I’m missing something…or whether it really is just boring, common or garden expressions of asthma.
(Also, to be clear, I’m lucky: some of you folks on here have to be like Seneca in your stoicism and I’m deeply aware that my own story is fairly light in comparison.)