Hi, I've been searching for a ppp support group in US & can't find anything. I suffered from.a very serve ppp episode in 2010 after the birth of my son. Unfortunately it wasn't detected before a tragic event. To make a complex story short I ended up driving my car in the middle of the night with my 12 day old son in the car. I had such serve delusions & was so out of it, that I drove up to 100 miles an hour in a high speed chase with the police that ended in a roll over accident. Thank god some how no one was injured. I spent 14 days in a psyc hospital & 2 months on a out patient program. Since then ive been diagnoised with biopolar disorder. I almost lost my son to child protective services. was arrested & had almost 10 charges against me. Those charges have been since dismissed & i was found not guilty by reason of temporary insanity. It was a nightmare & long road but somehow we surrvived. things have been relatively stable lately & I'm under the care of some great drs.
As I've read that many others on here are trying for or have their second. I'm trying to conceive now (sometimes I think I'm just out of my mind to even consider it). i am petrified at the possibility of a reoccurrence. Wondering if Anyone knows of a support network in the US? Would love to find support locally for recommendations for care & such.