I have a 4 month old baby. i suffered with depression before i was pregnant. at the moment i feel like i have lost my life and i havent a clue who i am. i'm passive aggressive to my partner and often make "digs" about them having more time to themselves than i do and that there life hasnt changed. i cant seem to see the point of anything and feel like my life is on hold until the baby is older and doesnt need me so much all the time. i love my little one dearly. Sometimes i just cry as i feel like my life is in chaos and i spend my days wishing for the baby to go to sleep. i dont really know what i'm doing or how to be a mother.
Whats wrong with me?