Four years ago I was hospitalized for postpartum psychosis with my third child. I had ECT and maintained things for three years. Unfortunately, I was unable to go off medication successfully. I thought I was doing fine, but after much stress I was hospitalized again. Now I'm focusing on taking my medications, being kind to myself and others.
I'm feeling very glossed over and I don't know if it's the medication or just me adjusting to different lifestyle. My confidence is low, my ability to function wavers. I'm struggling, but doing ok. I'm hoping to be able to open up more especially to the people who understand.
If anyone has words of support, I'd appreciate them.