I had ppp last year and am still in recovery. I have started to see a psychologist and we have been talking a lot about the guilt I feel about everything I missed out on in the early days of my babies life and that my husband and mum had to do the nightfeeds as I was told to sleep whilst in the mbu and for some time when I returned home.
I just wondered what other peoples experiences of medication at night is and if you too had to hand over the night care?
It made me feel so useless and I still remember how tired my husband was doing the night care and going to work everyday.
I still think my husband has some resentment for this too.
Have any mums had similar experiences? I'd love to hear from you