I can't seem to move on, my son was born in November 2013 and it was 36 hours long with very little sleep. My planeta didn't reattach so I was rushed to theatre after only 1 hour with my son. We had tried for 4 years for him and had to have iui (step before ivf) with lots of injections, I thought that labour would be hard but I'd finally have my son at the end of it and everything would be perfect. After theatre I got to feed my son but then he was cold and had low blood sugars so got taken to scbu. After 48hours tests showed that he was fine but then hehad jaundice. After 6 days of being in hospital with very little sleep I developed pp. I just keep on thinking if I would have done things differently then my labour would have been better and wouldn't have fallen ill.