2024 in a lot of ways feels like a gap year of what's to come for me, I spent most of my time planning for college, job searching, and discovering other things. Personally just realizing that after putting so much work into caring for something it amounted to nothing, for what is to me a person. I almost could've dropped out of college, I was left early at both of my jobs i applied to, feeling like the walls are starting to cave in.