Rough with the smooth.

[gerrerd]

It's all in the game!

[Shnookie]

how many ups and downs do I need to endure in my life.

[primrose81 in reply to Shnookie]

Yes, I agree with you Shnookie, sometimes I feel that I am very unstable - that’s the downside of being bipolar I guess…

[gerrerd in reply to Shnookie]

Lifes a roller coaster, until we relax and enjoy the ride. xx

[Shnookie in reply to gerrerd]

I understand in theory what you R saying.

BUT when I was the sole caregiver for my beloved mommy who had terminal

stage 4 pancreatic cancer it was hard to find joy in this. Seeing my mom waste away and lose 40 American pounds

Was gut wrenching. The beautiful memory I have is on an old school answering machine where my mom told me how much she loved me and that I was the best daughter in the world.