Does anyone ever feel like they dont know who to be anymore?
Like the person with the mental health issues shouldn't be allowed to come out and should be kept under control?
People say be yourself but what if that self isnt nice? What is acceptable? What should you express and what should you keep to yourself?
Is it fair for someone to have to deal with me and my issues? I think I try to be different but what if I'm not trying hard enough?
I feel like there is no benchmark to measure so not sure how far I'm deviating between what's acceptable
So context if anyone has made it this far is my boyfriend constantly says I'm this and that. Too argumentative, too loud, too angry, too negative, speak to him in the wrong way, always nagging etc. So now I'm at a point where I dont know what's acceptable anymore. Should I just keep my feelings to myself? Am I too negative? Do I moan at him too much? I try to be a different person but because of my upbringing I am loud, I am impatient, I am moody, i am anxious and just very much confused about who is the right person too be.
I seem to be the source of all problems even if I think hes done something wrong. It all loops back to me.
Why is he even with someone like me. I think I should be kept away from relationships, why should anyone have to put up with that?
How can I be a different person?