I was talking to my husband last night about his job. He is currently opening a new store with his company. It is exciting, nerve wrecking, and he gets to be part of every process. Before a I was a STAHM I did the same thing for work. Now I am watching from the sidelines and don’t know how to handle it. I miss working. I miss being part of a team and the driving force pushing others to their potential. It’s moments like this when I feel my value plummet and I have to spend the next few weeks trying to pull myself up. I am very proud of my husband and feel guilty but in that moment of realization I just felt like an extra in his story with no value.