I'm genuinely terrified. After 10years with anorexia one of my habits is eating my safe foods more or less everyday.
On occasions I have had to break my rules and habits and eaten different food. recently I went to Spain for a wedding and had to eat differently. My stomache did not respond to this well and I spent many days near the bathroom.
Since returning I have returned to mainly eating safe foods but whenever I eat ANYTHING different it Is passing straight through me.
Before, this would make me happy, but now I'm frightened that body will always reject food. It seems nothing stays in and I'm scared my body isn't get any nutrients. (I'm already b12, iron, folic acid deficient)
Does anyone know if my long term upset stomache could be down to my eating disorder or could it be a food allergy? Has anything similar happened to long term sufferers?
Have I ruined my body forever?
Im sorry to talk so openly about a crude subject. Any comments would be gratefully received. X