Spent the first half of today trying to cry the pain out. Had a hundred and one things to do, a lot of it down to the fact I wasn't able to do a lot last week and have got behind in everything. Needed to try and sort out the bills - robbing Peter to pay Paul - but couldn't think or function. I felt as though I were being torn apart from the inside out. Tried laying on my back, belly, sitting up with cushions at various angles, but everything seemed to be putting pressure eon hips, back and other areas of almost pure pain! I quite often find with the pain that standing properly can help. This morning, the pain was so intense and relentless that I couldn't get it together, mentally or physically, to ring the GP and beg for help. Painwise, the worst I can remember. Feel so drained because of the pain and all the crying that went with it. The pain has eased a heck of a lot now, but I ache from my neck to my ankles. My back screams at me whatever position I am in. I have chili cream but am in a bit too much pain to apply it! Praying I can do some real-life tasks tomorrow, or I'll just keep sinking in my own 'to-do' list.