Bring the kids to museum today. Seeing other families around, I envy them so much that they don’t have to worry about this damn thing and can enjoy there time with the kids. I feel so anxious! I started to take bupropion today but it seems to make me more anxious. I can’t imagine how I can live like this for a few years until the kids are grown up! There’s no quality at all. I’m suffering every second and feel sorry for my kids. I just can’t win with this damn thing.