Sorry I am bleating again…..
Is it normal to feel this depressed? I feel awful as if a big cloud is above me. I am really trying to be positive, stopped smoking, drinking doing all the right things but I just have this horrible feeling in my stomach waiting for it to happen again. (I have parox AF happened about 8 times in 8 weeks with hr of 178bpm apx for 8 hours then self convert)
On a good note I have not had an episode in 14 days since I started my healthy lifestyle/stopped smoking and started 1.25mg Bisoprolol so maybe I am doing something right. Plus my Doctor has forwarded me to see Dr Matt Faye who is excellent by all accounts………….
I just feel so fed up and have cancelled a holiday as I just know I will be a pain in the a** with my miserable face – I just don’t know how I will feel happy again and positive for the future when it can strike again at any moment – I can’t even get excited about Christmas – Is it normal to feel this low – I can’t stop crying???
Thanks for taking the time to read this and sorry again I am such a Grinch!!
Sara x x x