Just saying hello to you all and hoping you are all doing okay!! Sorry I have not posted in a long time but I have been trying to avoid everything AF like the plague – very suspicious that if I think and read about it, or say it out loud it will come back!!! But trying to ignore it isn’t working at all!! I have been very lucky in the fact I have had no major AF since April, I do have mini runs but I do the Valsalva manoeuvre trump( - the glamour!!!) and it seems to go but I am plagued with ectopics which are driving me crazy and now it seems I have sick sinus syndrome.
I am very silly as I have the option of an ablation but I am terrified of the general anaesthetic but I don’t think I can ignore feeling like this much longer – constantly feeling the end is nigh – I am sure you all understand that feeling, and I know I can’t cope with 8 days of fast flutter/af ever, ever again!!
So even more stupidly I have started smoking again so I am hoping the penny will drop soon and I will stop again- But I am proud of my self as I haven’t touched a drop of alcohol even though really, really felt like it-I was alcohol dependent but the fear of AF made me stop with help of detox so it’s not all doom and gloom!!
So be warned I am back and will be driving you all crazy for advice again!
Sara x x x x x