After spending another 2 days in hospital I am sitting writing this with my ticker carrying on like had just run a marathon. Have just taken my daily dose of drugs to make my head feel crap for the rest of the day. Bad news when I have to try to run my own home business, my only source of income.
I know the drugs are stopping my ticker from getting to dangerous levels otherwise I'd refuse them.
The one thing keeping me going - roll on the 4th dec ( my cryo date)
Only 5 days but who's counting.
Trying to remain focussed and positive.