My love - aka ‘Hazard’ - passed away on Monday night

[Kat95]

4 years after diagnosis. He was brave and extraordinarily stoic right up until the end. Treatment was stopped four weeks ago and we managed to bring him home for the last week with the help of palliative care, where he enjoyed seeing many visitors and listening to his beloved stereo. On Monday night at 6 pm he got terrible pain which wasn’t helped with ordine or sublingual fentanyl. The palliative nurse came and administered subcut morphine then he lost consciousness and died half an hour later. The boys and I were there and I was lying beside him. We are all heartbroken but glad that he no longer has to suffer all the pain and indignity that this f***ing disease hands out. Love to you all on his behalf and mine and good luck with your treatment.

[beatPC]

Please accept my condolences. Very sorry for your loss. I hope you have strength and support during this time.

[Tall_Allen]

How wonderful that he was able to go while surrounded by his loving family.

[Hidden]

Thank you for a really touching ending. He is at peace now . God bless

[Hidden]

Bless you and your family. So sorry to hear this awful disease took another warrior. Thank you for sharing. Take care of you and your family! Stay strong.

[Zetabow]

Very sorry for your loss, take some small comfort that he is no longer suffering.

[dvcarola2]

Prayers for strength and comfort to you and your family. May eternal rest grant unto your loving husband and let perpetual light shine upon him 🙏🙏🙏

[ctarleton]

So sorry for your loss. Thanks for sharing those intimate details that were made possible by his having palliative/hospice care at home. Hugs and strength to you all.

[Mish80]

I’m so very sorry. Sending you and your family so much love. We are all strangers on here but united by this bloody disease x

[joancarles]

Please accept my condolences.

[Edbl]

God bless you and yours. Question. When you say bad pain - where was the location of the pain.

[Kat95 in reply to Edbl]

Lower abdomen

[SuppWife]

I’m so sorry. My sympathies to you and your family.

[Tub111]

😥 I am so sorry for your loss. Rips my heart out as I feel for you and your family. No more pain...yours will pass in time too. ❤️

Sheri

[pjoshea13]

I am sorry to hear this Katy. Hazard responded to a number of my posts, & one feels closer because of that. My condolences to you & the boys.

-Patrick

[snoraste]

My condolences. I'm glad he spent his final hours with the loved ones. Peace.

[whatsinaname]

My heartfelt condolences to you and the boys. So sorry to hear of his demise.

[Magnus1964]

It always hurts when we lose one of our own. His courage is inspiring to us all.

[YostConner]

I hope I’m surrounded like that when my time comes. You and your family are in my heart.

[KingRasP in reply to YostConner]

My husband told me he hopes I will be in bed next to him when his time comes. I told him since we have no control over that, he should ask God to grant him his wishes. I pray I will be there also. Our children are speaking about the possibility of finding him dead, and are a little nervous about that. He wants to remain home until the end.

May God strengthen all of us. 🙏🏽💚🙏🏽. Stay strong everyone.

Polly & Peter

[DeanNelson]

My god hold you in his arms

[Longterm101]

Praying for peace and happiness for you and your family !!!

[AlanMeyer]

I am very sorry to hear of his death. My condolences and best wishes to you and the rest of the family.

Alan

[Hidden]

Hugs to you and your family. Brings tears to my eyes.

[dorke]

My deepest condolences.

So sad seeing familiar names leaving us.

😢

[NPfisherman]

So sorry for your loss....reviewed his profile and commented on some of his posts previously.... may God grant you and yours strength and peace at this difficult time...

Fish

[MelaniePaul]

I am so sorry for your loss. And I wish you all the strength that you need in those next weeks and months. I lost my husband almost a year ago and I can relate to what you are saying about the broken heart but also the relief that now they are no longer in pain. They fought so hard, suffered so much pain, and now this is over... Love, Mel.

[Rogersw]

God bless

[Vitaminlover]

So very sorry for your loss. Love to you and your family too.

[JimVanHorn]

The love in my heart goes to all who nurtured him. I wish you peace until you meet again.

[tallguy2]

I am very sorry for the loss of your dear husband.

[M1Mike]

Peace.

[Beermaker]

Like so many here, I am very sorry to hear about your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family. I know it is hard to lose a loved one. Remember the great memories and the love you had. Blessings of the heart to you.

[j-o-h-n]

To Kat95 family and friends. May 'Hazard' enjoy eternal peace and may the memory of him being on this earth remain forever in your hearts. And Thank God "he no longer has to suffer all the pain and indignity that this f***ing disease hands out".

j-o-h-n Thursday 04/11/2019 5:45 PM DST

[KingRasP]

Kat95 please accept our heartfelt condolences. May the fond memories and the fact you were there with him until the end, comfort you.

Be well and do take care of yourself!

Peter & Polly

[Shooter1]

So sorry for your,and our loss. We hate to see a member depart, esp. after such a short battle. Love passed to you and yours.

[monte1111]

Just now saw your post. I am so sorry. I am sure he will still guide your path. Love to you and yours.

[ronnie1943]

So very sorry for your great loss, I'm sure your husband will be greatly missed by all who knew and loved him.

I'm also a care giver for my husband, it's a nasty desease,

Sending prayers to you and your family at this very difficult time.

Love, Lynn, Pa.

[kikepana]

My condolences to you and families