Hi!
I'm new here! This will be a bit lengthy, so please bear with me. I am an almost 40, non-citizen, woman of color living outside of the US in a third world country seeking treatment. I visit the US when I can (when finances permit) and as such, got diagnosed with Adult ADHD in 2015.
As many know with this condition, employment can be difficult to keep and it's been financially difficult for me to seek treatment. However, my difficulties applying for work (and not getting the jobs) and a very bad anxiety/depression/suicidal breakdown this year that made me realise that treatment is essential for me to move forward with my life. I feel trapped.
I have no idea how to navigate the US healthcare system though. How do I find a doctor? How long can it take to get the medication right? How often do I need to see a doctor (every week? Once a month)? How much will it cost with no access to insurance? The most I can stay in the US is 3 months and I am so, so, scared that it won't be enough time. Plus, I think I have a heart condition that is worsening and I can't afford to treat because, again, money problems, and I worry about using stimulants and making things worse.
My anxiety is through the roof and I just need a bit of guidance to help me through this.