WHERE IS LIFE AND HOW CAN I FIND IT ?

[kennyreilly]

Goes like this everyday. Nothing to live for, nothing I can change, add, or receive. People take me lightly, as if there's nothing there. I want to be involved in life, have

something to live for but life is a dead end. I have been marooned in re-hab centers for three months, There other people here but nobody to be chummy with. I can not get out and follow my hobbies, see my friends, go to church. People make fun of me, even my family. "Been a lot better without YOU around," and others start laughing.

Never any family or permanent employment of my own. Jobs other people don't

want, and women not high on anybody else have often been what I go for, they

are willing to take me. Kenny

WHERE IS LIFE, HOW CAN I FIND IT?

[chanaz]

Hi Kenny

I can relate to your situation especially this, "People make fun of me, even my family. Jobs other people don't want, and women (men in my case) not highly like by anybody else have often been what I go for because they are willing to take me"

Well this is what i have decided to do for 2019;

1. Love and forgive my family and friends who hurt me for we all human beings and we aint perfect

2. Try as much as posible to be active in all family events as theyre the only ones i have and will not get another

3. Change my mindset and be positive that i can fight my challenges for better

4. set new standards of what i want in a job, a friend, relationship and be willing to give back what i expect from them.

5. get spiritually stronger and healthier

Kenny we can do this and more and i believe 3months from now, there will be a significant change...xoxo

[MarkFL]

Low self esteem can be triggered by lots of different factors and some or lots combined.

Even lack of nutrients.

Get rid of toxic people and enviroments, try some meditation and ask you doctor for a nutrient's map of your body, labs can test for deficiencies in vitamins, minerals, antioxidants, amino acids, and omega- 3s. If everything looks good, you could then ask for a Neurotransmitter tests ( dopamines for ex) .

Good luck and think positive.

Life is good