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I feel so alone at times its hard to breathe. I have Asperger's Syndrome so its hard for me to relate or have relationships with people, because of this its like a package deal: depression and anxiety included. All I want to do is just sleep, my college work is falling behind and I know what I need to do to stop it but I just can't bring myself to do it. And to top it all off I'm bi with an extremely homophobic dad, the stress from it all is getting to much. I can't cope with it anymore. Please help me.

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Hi WCCAN

Welcome to our community and well done for reaching out

You have so much going on it sounds to me like apart from aspergers depression and anxiety you sound physically and emotionally exhausted I understand that I really do but as for having a homophobic father well that must add extra pressure on to you as well...Have you been to visit the Dr about your depression and anxiety??

The best advice I can give you is to just be yourself if your bi then everyone around you have to accept it because that's part of who you are..I know some people find it so hard to accept I do understand that but just by having a negative attitude towards your sexuality won't solve anything if your bi....well then your bi....nothing's going to change that but your still you either way and your father has to accept that your still you despite what sexuality you choose maybe if he lightens up it may also ease your depression and anxiety because it's just adding more stress and strain on your shoulders it's something you can do without....listen my friend most father's can be difficult esspecially when it comes to change I find they find it more harder to accept change than mum's do but either way your still you here if you need to talk hope this helps

Nat x

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