i'm tired

[Bon0]

hi! I'm new to this website

I'm always a positive person in front of everyone. My friend always think I'm the nicest person they have ever met. But deep inside I feel like everything is wrong with me. I can't enjoy anything in my life. I hate my boyfriend even though he is always being nice to me. I hate my family even if they always support me. I hate it that I can't speak English properly because it's not my first language. I don't have anyone to talk to about this. I'm always aware about how other people will see me. One time i stay in my bed room for almost all the time for 6 months because I'm just so tired for not being real. I sleep for 18 hours a day. Sometimes i feel like my head gonna explode because of all the emotion i've been keeping inside.

I've been through that phase when i was thinking about ending my life. But I gave my life a second chance and it felt great for the first 2 months. But after that the cycle begun again. I'm just really really tired.

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I'm sorry you feel like this, things will get better. Keep hope and faith 🙂

[chloe40 Administrator]

Hi there Bon0

Welcome to our Community.

Your post worries me. You really need to confide in your family and your Doctor, this isn't the way to live, you have excellent written English and I suspect it's social anxiety and possible depression but I am not a Doctor, so that is the route to take first.

Please let us know how it goes. I have listed resources for you to contact in the meantime.

Take care

Chloe

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