I have been "depressed" for quite some time and over the past few months i have hit rock bottom.
My partners father has had serious liver problems and a few other related issues due to being an alcoholic
My partners grandfather passed due to lung cancer
My grandfather passed due to liver cancer
My nan died a few years back due to copd
My father has recently been diagnosed with an anurism (he says it not to worry about due to the location of it)
My other nan is slowly going senile
My aunt is in end stages of lung cancer.
And to top it off i have phantom back problems. Varicocele. A few other minor medical issues and insomnia.
At 25 years old with 2 kids i feel as if i cant cope with anything anymore and just want to get away from it all. But theres always something happening that i need to "fix" for instance when my grandfather passed i had to step up and run his company along side my normal day job.
I dont know what to do or where to go. I am at breaking point but feel im only holding on for the kids.