Help.

[Aesthetic_]

I feel like there is something wrong with me, in a mental way. Some days I am super happy and then the next I want to die. I tried telling my mom but she just asked me if I was on my period and laughed. I have these suicidal thoughts or thoughts about me getting extremely hurt or sick and if anyone would care. I feel like no one cares about me sometimes. I get really insecure now, so insecure I don't want to go to school. So sad I don't want to go to school. And I also get really angry where I just want to hurt everyone around me and me. Those are my bad days my good days I'm always hyped up and laugh and joke around with my friends and family. But now my bad days are taking over more of my good days. I don't know if something is wrong with me or what, I need help.

[GillyB46]

Hi. Could you choose a moment with your Mum and tell her that you are serious about these issues. She can't just laugh them off. Are you ever alone with her in the car? I find that is a good place to talk because you have a captive audience. She can't go anywhere! So tell her what you've just told us. Possibly you could show her your message on here (not whilst in the car!) and that might make her realise that you are serious.

I wish you all the best with this. Remember, you are important.

[syj77]

Hey, I do kind of understand where you're coming from. Tbh, I was feeling the same was as you do. And it sucks to feel that way. I was always feel lonely and had no one to talk to. When I told my friends and my parents, they would tell me that I'm overdramatic and I'm just on my period. However it doesn't make sense why I'm always feeling like this 24/7.

The best way I can help you is to get a proffesional help? They will help you get through it. Tell your mom that what you're feeling is not some kind of jokes and it is serious. Start making a progress. And one thing that I do that help me to overcome this anxiety, maybe try to focus on the things that make you feel better about yourself, like go to a gym, volunteer, have a part-time job and etc. It will get better, trust me.

[Shyamtailor]

You are bipolar.consult doctor