What is wrong with me?

[hh49]

Some days I feel like "I hate women, all they do is hurt me" yet other days I feel like "I want a relationship...I NEED a relationship". I don't know if it's because I'm going through the phase of not liking anyone at all or if there is something actually wrong with me. Every Saturday I attend this drama thing just to get out the house and meet people but obviously that leads me to talking to women, which is never a bad thing, but then I'm like "does she like me"..."do I like her" and then the next day I'm completely over that as in I'm not up for a relationship because past experience shows that women are awkward and it always ends in me getting hurt. I know the girls there are just being nice and all but that always pops into my head, I don't know if it's a sign of being desperate or just something puberty related where I'm like "must date all the ladies"...."she wants me" sorta thing....