Hi, Ive posted on here before as I do suffer from depression and anxiety and take medication for it.
I lost my Mum recently, she died on 23rd February. I can't describe how I feel, sometimes I don't know...if that makes sense, but theres an overwhelming emptiness like someone has taken my soul. Mum was my rock and we would talk all the time. I was with her in the hospital for 6 hours before she died, held her hand, stroked her hair and said goodbye. The thing that I now find really hard to cope with is that now....and I know this happens to everyone...everything is just expected to go back to normal, looking after the family,doing the school run,going shopping, when you feel numb. Someone actually said to me..wats up with you...she hasnt JUST died has she!.... a whole 6 weeks after my mum died!!! What can you say...?!
Obviously, people can't walk about with a sign saying they are grieving..but I just am finding it hard.
I find myself just trying to get on with it for everyone else, always being the strong one.