Good Morning everyone,
My T journey started just under 4 months ago now and has been a roller-coaster of life-changing proportions. I have an Neuro appt. next monday and wanted to take some advice from you guys on questions to ask when I'm there.
My T started the morning after a fall that saw me fall down and embankment and wrench my head right back on my shoulders whilst out on a walk. I woke up the next morning with a very loud hissing in both ears and it was pulsatile with whooshing heart beat sounds.
I was frightened and sought immediate medical help through my local surgery. A doctor there made an emergency referral to my local hospital where I was seen in A & E and referrred straight on to Neurology where I remained for two nights. I had a CT scan that was clear of any bleeding but they did identify some physical trauma to the back of my neck and Cartoid system. I was sent home after being onward referred to Audiology.
I attended Audiology a week later and showed some hearing loss in the higher register. Meanwhile the T had gained in volume and was now not only a very loud hissing (like an air leak), also with crickets clicking and buzzes and odd sounding blips at very high frequencies, as well as whooshing heart beat/ pulse, etc.
I was given diazepam and sertraline which I remain on to this day - although the diazepam is sporadic and based on me requesting it during Spike periods.
In the four months the T basically has a bit of a pattern - it will grow louder and louder over a few days and then I will have two or three days of respite when to all intents and purposes it goes - in so much as it quietens down very much and is bearable. Then, perhaps on day three or four it is suddenly back with a vengeance and as loud as it ever was and this goes on for a week or ten days.
When it is spiking - very loud and inescapable - if I hold my head and move my jaI this influences it and changes the pitch and volume. I am advised this makes it Somatic?
I have studied the patterns of it and can make no correlation between diet/ weather/ barometric pressure/ smoking/ not smoking/ I don't drink alcohol. Nothing seems to influence it from my point of view - it has it's own rules.
When it is very bad it is accompanied by some dizziness and nausea and slight vertigo. After studying and researching here and elsewhere I have discovered that I have a touch of Hypercausis but not extreme. A boiling kettle will influence it and make it louder, etc.
In terms of self-help I have been very active with CBT, Mindfullness, meditation and Julian's excellent YT channel, etc, but as others here have said; when the T gets to a certain severe volume these things rarely provide effective escape from it. I also emply CN Shocking with buckets of ice cold water/ hot water, etc.
I'm often at my wits end as to how to go forward now and, as this post says, I have a Neurology appt. on Monday and wondered if you folk out there had any suggestions for questions to ask as a way of progressing diagnosis and treatment going forward.
Thanks and love in advance,
Jimbob