I wish I could sleep in the bathroom......I know this sounds mad, but we have an extractor fan in there which is the exact noise that soothes my T. It is very close to brown noise which is the polar opposite for my screaming white F# that I live with 365/24/7. If I could carry it around with me all the time I would. I also sleep with my hearing aid in ....at least hubbies snoring is a better noise than my T - and the fact that I can hear him snore is soothing lol !.
Sounds crazy, but seeking out the right background noise can be the difference between living a full life and just existing. It helps me block out the T and enjoy life. I had the good fortune to go cruising over Xmas. The cabin was right at the back of the ship over the engines. To most people they probably couldn't think of a worse cabin to be in - but to me it was like zen. The steady drone of the engines, coupled with the swooshing of the waves was like being swept away - literally. I had the best week of my life on that ship as I didn't notice my T all week. Conversely, I spent a week in Fuerteventura about 10 years ago and the constant wind was like hell on earth. It whistled all day at the same pitch as my T and I could have cried - for the whole week.
I have only been a member here for 2 months , but have had T for nearly 17 years. I can relate to all the stories that I read here and my heart goes out to you all. If you can find your own "background noise" you can start to live your life again.
What's your background noise ?
Jane