Last week or so Ive being feeling funny. Not HAHAHA but peculiar. Its a case of somethings is going on but my brains not been let in on it yet. No idea if its for the better or the calm before the storm. Something is happening.
First thing I noticed changed last week, was my touch, via hands makes me feel as though my skins waxy, as in how candle wax feels. No matter how I wash my hands its the same feeling. Yet you can hear and see how dry my skin is in places. Yet I feel like my skins made out of wax.
My skin has broke out on my face and I have spots on my spots on my spots. My backs same spotty self. Not all the spots are the usual acne / boils. Some are what I can describe as mini volcano shaped, with a dip in the top. They are red crusty around rim, hot, itch and sting and the sting goes quite someway into the skin.. No pus they just sit there, no redness around them.
The more weird thing is, I have acid reflux. I have to take acid converters or else. I forgot 1 dose.Normally when that happens I just pay for it until the following day or I eat mints to ride me through it. In fact I noticed when I went searching for something else I had not taken it for 3 day and nothing had happend. No change in what I was eating, everything just the same. On the 4th day the acid reappeared and I took the medication again and it settled as normal. Now I find I take early evening and Im finding Im not suffering leaving it that long.
I'm suffering more with feeling cold than normal, yet the sides of my neck from shouders to ears to temple. Plus front part over throat and the thyroid are kicking off some chronic heat and it glows red too.
I had a big scare on this week yesterday, Thursday. I walked to my appointment. It was a slight up hill just a very short distance. Walked at my usual slow pace, by the time I got to the building I was fighting for my breath. I could only breathe through my mouth and in short breaths, even they juddered. I shook when the juddering occured. My heart I thought was going to come out of my chest it was thumping irregulary that bad. I was red hot and I could feel the heat pouring off of me. Mouth completely dry. I presumed I was bright red but the receptionist said I was grey/blue and my lips had a slight purple tinge. It took me about 10 mins for it to subside. When it did I burst into tears, that feeling washed right over me. Then it stopped and I was ok.
Receptionist did say she wanted to phone for an ambalance but I said wait let me sit down and catch my breath. They had a first adier come over and sit with me and he did ring through to the call centre to get some guidance on wether to get me to A & E. They just said as I was lucid and responsive to see if it stopped give me sweet tea to sip, any slight change for the worse then ring for ambalance.
During this out of breathness. I felt very distant yet very calm, Despite fighing to breath, things were very odd, I can only describe as though I was in a soundproof bubble slightly stood to one away. I could myself hear, talk, feel hear what the first aider was saying. etc. Just not any of the noises, phone, talking etc going on around me Yet at the same time it was like I was watching myself and not feeling anything too. Surreal weirdness. That part freaked me out more than fighting for breath. Then when my breathing eased and things went back to normal this odd sensation bubble burst and sound smells everything just exploded round me in an instant. Its hard to describe the whole feeling.
I rang my GP and reported it, I popped in and had my blood pressure taken, it was fine, heart its usual dodgy self. I mentioned to the nurse about the odd sensation and she said to mention it the GP when I next saw her, and is was probably the shock of it all that made me feel so odd.
Stupid thing was Monday I rapidly walked up a more inclined hill in a rush to the hosptial for a chest Xray that I was running late for. On Wednesday, I had walked further to my local shop and carried small amount of shopping home not a problem. I did it twice. I walked up a more inclined hill in a rush to the hosptial for a chest Xray that I was running late for. So this weirdness was out of the blue.
I have had no auras or weird smells until just this second, with the hot wallpaper paste smell and taste. but I feel somethings different but cant pinpoint what.
Anybody had a weird moment pop up?