Hi, please help.
I was first diagnosed with Graves disease in my late 20s. I am now in my late 50s. I am a single parent of a disabled son.
For years my Graves was managed with a low dose of PTU, but I had some relapses due to high stress levels in addition to me stopping using meds for a period of time, the longest 2 years. There has always been some pressure from doctors for me to have a 'definitive' treatment but I have resisted. My thinking was that with age my thyroid will become less active which might lead to a time when perhaps antithyroid meds would not be needed.
Unfortunately in 2019 my thyroid relapsed but this time PTU would not work and for about 2 years thyroid levels would not come down sufficiently despite a very large dose. It coincided with Covid and an operation was not an option at the time. It was really awful, some days I felt so weak I struggled to get out of bed, get washed, sleep and generally cope. Last year my endocrinologist put me on Carbimazole instead of PTU and Bingo, after a few months my thyroid levels stabilised and I have been stable since October last year. Although my thyroid levels have been stable, I am struggling with the side effects of Carbimazole (10mg a day) bad gastritis, painful joints, low level headache, low energy, poor sleep.. All in all I am not in the greatest shape and feel that staying on Carbimazole is not an option in a long term. I had a recent scan and my thyroid looks healthy, is not enlarged any longer (it was during the period of instability), I have no issues with my eyes..
Over the years I have tried different supplements and diets but nothing worked well enough.
I think for me the stress levels are the key and despite efforts to control it, I
have to be realistic about being able to..
What do I do? I need to live and function to look after my son. I am worried about having another relapse and going through the hell of thyrotoxicosis again. I worry about the effect it would have on my heart, bones.. my skin is paper thin as it is.
I have been regularly monitored and supported by my endocrinologist who thinks removing my thyroid is the only right thing to do.
Is there anything left for me to try to fix my thyroid?
Surely I would not feel worse if operated my thyroid??
Please help me, I am in a muddle.
Thank you!!