So... I just posted to my doc.. all I can say atm is Grrrr!!! Although..I can't help but feel he's not gonna listen to me this time any more than he has the last two times I've written to him.. he's 130 mile round trip to see in person, no longer does "telemed" conferences for his rural patients.. I am Beyond frustrated.. he says my vitamin D2 is good to cut back to every other week.. B-12 I can cut back on as well.. I had soo much more strength at the .150 mcg.. Gettin Really tired of doc's messin with my dose.. who are they tryin to help.. because after ad nausea posts and discussions.. I am annoyed to say the least, and due to this change also very irritable!!.. and That my friends is NOT me. I very much dislike how I become because some doc won't listen to me.. Very frustrating.. I hate doctor shopping!.. and FFS its not like I'm asking for Narcotics! *sighs* I am finding myself randomly throughout the day, staring off into space... 1000 yard stare.. Not cool..
Message body:Hi Dr. Kuhadiya,
Ok, I thought I'd give that .107 mcg a shot, til I see you next. Here is my problem, Firstly during our first telemed conference you told me you'd go by how I feel, NOT by lab results. Ok, so How I feel since you lowered my dose: Very frustrated with my fatigue total lack of energy & depression, Which I didn't have til you lowered my dose! I find myself staring off into space. I Need for you to please put me back at my .150 mcg as that is where I & my body are happiest! Honestly, I am gettin really tired of docs second guessing, for all intents, my 58 years experience with my body. I am getting very tired of doctors not listening to their patients. I didn't ask for my world to be turned upside down by this. But it is.
Addendum to last post, since they don't give enough room to state my biz in one post, I'm having to split it into two posts. Before you lowered my dose, I was actually starting to feel somewhat better, since my chemo. I had been able to do things around my house. Not so since you dropped my dose, which I presume was lower than you intended me to be that quickly. But I will say again, .150 mcg is my optimum dose for MY Body!! My brain works better sharper and faster. This new dose has made me a space cadet! I can't think. I can't process & this is what happened when Andrea Thompson lowered me, & the reason for seeking you out in the first place. I quit searching for a doc, because I thought you were going to listen to me, guess not!