I've got my appointment with my GP on Monday and I'm not looking forward to it at all (who usually does?)
Well, at my last appointment my GP weighed me and said, "you're only just within the healthy range, but I don't want you losing any more weight." I weighed 7 stone 11 pounds.
Now I weigh 7 stone and 9 pounds. I haven't done anything drastic to make me lose weight. If anything I've been eating more because I know I need to pile the weight on. I get bloated and feel comfortably full at the end of each meal but before I know it I wake up the next day, weigh myself and I've lost a couple of pounds. I don't understand it. For someone who is for the majority hypothyroid I should be *gaining* weight, not losing it.
I'm now worried that she's going to think I'm anorexic or bulimic. I'm neither of these things - I eat very well when I'm hungry and even when I'm not hungry I still eat something. It's not like I'm doing anything on purpose.
And it's a big change from at the start of this year - I only weighed 7 stone 3 pounds and even my size 6 clothes hung on me at the time. It was due to my goitre that I was so put off by swallowing anything for fear of it getting stuck and I ended up on a diet of tomato soup, fromage frais yoghurts and a whole box of Dairylea singles per day. Seriously. That was it. But now although I've had issues with my neck swelling I make a huge effort to get enough food in per day and although it's been hard I do manage to eat most of my meals although finish much later.
I'm dreading this appointment so much and I'm worried about what's going to happen.
Jo xxx