Hi there,
Sorry I might be in the wrong category but to be honest I’ve no idea what’s wrong with me so I don’t know what category I do fit in...
I’m a female under 20 years old and I’ve been having trouble swallowing liquids and foods now for months.
And occasionally, I’ll swallow my water wrong (or fail to swallow it at all) and have a ‘laryngospasm’ (and stop breathing for a very short time, very scary but harmless.)
I also have IBS symptoms and abnormal levels of inflammation in my bowels (about not too high but not normal) Despite a very bland diet, I suffer feeling painfully full after a mere few bites and have lots of pain in my upper abdomen that seers up to my chest, and often very a small appetite. I’ve always had tummy issues but these I think specific tummy issues feel different to my usual IBS symptoms.
A few years back I had a negative coeliac test but I’m having another one in the near future. I’m currently ‘gluten free’ but I tried to begin eating gluten, however I was in more pain than normal, it was horrible - so I’m kind of dreading this I admit!
It’s also worth saying I had shingles just over a year ago and although it’s really hard to pinpoint when my swallowing symptoms seemed to begin, I think it was around this time as I remember struggling to eat and blaming my illness for this.
Fairly recent tests showed inflammation in my throat and I was put on a H2 blocker (cimetidine) and I was told it could be indigestion, but although I think it exasperates my problem - as the problem continues - I’m just not convinced that is the answer. It feels like a problem in my ‘higher up’ ...
I can barely manage 1ml at a time of water sometimes. I don’t believe the problem is oesophageal - It’s not ‘feeling like something is stuck further down’ or ‘feeling a lump in my throat’, nothing like that. It definitely feels ‘further up’ than that, it’s the initiation of the swallow and the general weak feeling in my throat. I don’t really feel like ‘head and throat’ are that well connected as bizarre as it sounds. It’s so difficult to explain, but it just feels so wrong. And it’s constant, some times worse than others. The whole process of swallowing from simply having water in my mouth and trying not to choke on it / getting / waiting my body to do what it should do is hard - and it’s so far from a ‘subconscious’ thing anymore.
As things stand, my life is severely restricted and defined by this issue as I spend a great amount of the day simply eating and drinking, spread out across the day. And it isn’t pleasant due to the struggle.
Tests I’m having include a coeliac blood test and a blood test for myasthenia gravis - I’m really glad I’m having these tests, but deep down I think this is more to rule it out, and is a rare condition of which I seem to lack or at least not have severe other symptoms of this making me think it is unlikely.
I’m also having an MRI scan and blood tests. I’m scared, I don’t understand what is happening to me or why. I just wanted a space to share my thoughts and wondered if anyone had any ideas or suggestions or anything.