Hello, I'm sorry to upload again! I'm so so down with diarreah stopping me from living! Even my mum is having words with me saying i need to carry on and stop worrying!! But it's so hard! Take today for instance my morning started off fine, I had plans for the day ahead, breakfast shower all ok! Then all of a sudden out of the blue a desperate bout of diarreah!?? Why!! I'd been to the loo fairly normally this morning anyway, I've eaten safe foods not had much alcohol, in fact had good news yesterday so yesterday felt really happy!! But now after this mornings episode all I've wanted to do all day is curl up in a ball and adamant this is how my life will be forever! I don't think it will as I know I can have good days but I really can't control this when I'm having the diarreah, the sore bum, warm sensations that diarreah is leaking, rumblings going on not in my tummy in my bottom, if it's food related surely it would happen a few hours after eating, not just suddenly come on mid morning with out any warning what so ever? No cramps no tummy pains nothing, I honestly thought I just needed a wee, sat on the loo and oh my god, watery horrid diarreah 😰😰! Feeling so low and down and desperate for this to stop ruining my life! I'm on escitalopram already, I have regular counselling, dairy free etc etc! I have loperamide / pepto Bismal!! Any advice would be so much appreciated.