Hi guys!
This is my first time joining an IBS forum and I'm hoping that I can make friends with others who are going through a similar situation as me and get advice on how to manage my symptoms.
I have had IBS for two years now but I was diagnosed in the summer of 2015. It all started when I realised I kept feeling nauseous whenever I needed to go to the bathroom and then it progressively got worse.
I don't believe that I have the typical IBS-c or IBS-d as my symptoms seem rather different. I have identified that my triggers are onion and garlic as well as dairy but the worst culprits are the onion and garlic. If I eat them the next day I'll have what I call an 'IBS attack' where I feel like I'm going to vomit, I'll have an upset stomach (but not diarrhoea) and I get really shaky and freezing cold to the point where if I lay in bed with the covers over me any gap between the quilt and my body will make me freezing. This doesn't go away until I've emptied my bowels enough which can take several hours (in my worst attack it took 7), then I'll feel exhausted for the rest of the day.
Most days I can have bloating, fatigue, stomach cramps, gas, nausea....I feel sick most mornings after eating breakfast which is a real pain while getting ready to go to work. I find stress can make me feel nauseous which isn't good at the moment because I'm currently doing a PhD so I'm constantly stressed out! But I find if I'm doing a presentation I'll feel sick the whole of the day before and the day I'm doing it.
Since being diagnosed with IBS I've started to get anxiety and perhaps depression (but I haven't been diagnosed). Before I knew my trigger foods I was so afraid to leave the house but luckily it's gotten better now I know what not to eat. However I do feel anxious most mornings due to the nausea I get and sometimes I panic on the way to work but I have to keep reminding myself to ignore it and calm down. I do feel like IBS has ruined my life as I can't be a normal person and eat in restaurants and enjoy life with no worries but this is who I am now and I just have to get used to it I guess.
I do know that I am quite lucky as I have read posts from people who are a lot worse then I am and I am grateful but as you can imagine it is hard dealing with this when you just want a normal life and you know it will never happen.
Thank you for taking the time to read this!
I'm looking forward to being a part of this community.
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