Stage 4 Year 6 Still Struggling

[endoruinedmyskelly]

I'm at a rough spot. I've had 5 laparoscopic surgeries, including a hysterectomy, and still having severe and disabling stage 4 endometriosis pain. I had adenomyosis as well. I currently have alopecia, severe pelvic floor dysfunction, a twisted pelvis, anterior pelvic tilt, thyroid nodules, abdominal lesions, hip dysplasia. I'm sure I'm forgetting some as well. I don't have insurance at the moment and am in pure agony. My mental health and stability is very low and I'm trying to recover from an eating disorder. I've tried all of the hormonal options, all the pain relief options and nothing is helping. Any help is appreciated. I'm feeling completely hopeless. I'm two seconds away from completely giving up.