Dreading Scan.....

[Clair19]

Hello Ladies, I’m doing the dreaded scan over thinking thing. I’m scheduled next Thursday and scared to death. I might need a little encouragement for this one. It’s been 5 months since last one. That’s because I was pulled off Ibrance in April after 3 weeks and Verzenio in May. So he told me since I had Chemo for 6 months then Ibrance and Verzenio that canceled my vacation he was giving me time off. I’m just taking Faslodex and know that I need targeted therapy for best results. So if I can please get some prayers I would appreciate it. I know you all understand that scan feeling. When I tell people and friends there like oh it will be fine, they mean well but don’t really understand. Thanks so much...Clair ❤️

[nstonerocks]

Hi Clair

When I got scanned recently I asked for and got all kinds of support here. Like you said, the ladies here really know what it’s like so can offer a deeper understanding of what you’re feeling than your loved ones and acquaintances. Somebody posted something really wise. At scan time she asks “That what is needed to be known is made known.” That really helped me center myself. My scans were ok but not great. Treatments were changed. And we’ll see. Yes I got a little teary. who doesn’t want things to get even better or at least stay totally stable. And I’ve had scans like that too. There are so many treatments to fight this and more coming. I told myself whatever it is already exists. Thank God they can do these scans and see if different treatments are needed to keep you going strong. Of course that’s all pragmatic and intellectual, and the fears are emotional and visceral. Stay busy. If you get an anxious thought observe it briefly but don’t feed in to it. If you pray or meditate that should help keep you calmer. I don’t think there is any miracle to totally beat scanxiety. Planning my next vacation is a diversion that has helped me throughout this whole journey. Sending positive thoughts your way. You are not alone. let us know how you do. 💕

[SeattleMom in reply to nstonerocks]

What an eloquent, beautiful response. It inspired me as well, having just had a 4-month scan yesterday. Thank you for your wonderful words of wisdom! 👍👍

[nstonerocks in reply to SeattleMom]

Thank you! Sometimes I feel I just ramble. But I am so happy it helps you. Please let us know how you do 💕

[SeattleMom in reply to nstonerocks]

You NEVER ramble! ALWAYS well-organized, helpful, uplifting responses. Thanks for all of them!! XXOO Linda

[Clair19 in reply to SeattleMom]

Your welcome and I meant every word, your a strong woman. Enjoy your holiday weekend. Clair

[Clair19 in reply to nstonerocks]

Thanks for that, I feel selfish when I post things concerning myself. Makes total since that I should be glad we have the technology to see cancer. Thanks again I feel better. ❤️

[nstonerocks in reply to Clair19]

I think we all deserve to be heard. Especially when we are afraid, lonely or depressed. We have al been through and continue to go through too much. I feel good and find strength in trying to lift the next person up if I can. I know there will be times when I am that one who needs an extended hand and heart. It certainly is not like we are looking for attention! God knows we get plenty of that with all our doctor and treatment visits, trips to pharmacies, calls to insurance companies.and add some shrink visits in there for me !😝 I know what you mean, though. Lately my posts have been like treatises. I think this place is one place where there is no judgement and so many kind and caring sisters. As someone else here said, this is the club you never wanted to join. We are all in it together. 🌈

[Snowcone16]

Praying for you! I pray for great results; I pray for strength if it means an adjustment to meds. Many options available-more on horizon. 🤗

[Clair19 in reply to Snowcone16]

Thanks! I wish I had your strength, I’ll handle what ever comes my way, ❤️

[kduck]

Good morning clair, I pray that you have great news about your scans. Just stay positive and God will do the rest. There are so many more treatments out there, but your going to have great results. I have a radiation appt today, hoping things are all good. God bless you, have a great day. Fighting for a cure!

[Clair19 in reply to kduck]

I hope you do well and things go well.Thanks for that. I told my son I would be happy with just stable. Have a great Holiday weekend.❤️

[kduck]

Clair you stated that your taking only falsodex, I know you stated you were a nurse. I'm taking falsodex and xgeve monthly. Could you please explain to me what faslodx does? I ask my doc he just says stop estrogen. Thank you!

[Clair19 in reply to kduck]

Yes it helps to block our hormones so they don’t produce. Mostly because most stage 4 breast cancer is hormone fueled, the cancer has hormones that attaches to the cells and it grows. The Faslodex blocks this. I hope that helps.

[kduck in reply to Clair19]

Thanks!!

[mariootsi]

Clair I'm sending prayers to you for a good scan!!!!!!!! Hugs!

[Clair19 in reply to mariootsi]

❤️

[Nelsonyong]

Clair, stay positive! 👍

[Clair19 in reply to Nelsonyong]

I will, thanks so much....

[Staceyness]

Thinking of you Clair and hoping an overwhelming sense of Peace overcomes you as you wait. The hardest part is waiting sometimes. When I'm at my scans I visualize Jesus holding my hand as I'm screened. Sometimes He even smiles at me like it's all going to be ok. Because it usually is. We're never alone. You have been such a support to others here, that I know your positivity will take you far. Sending you a huge hug and praying. He's got this👆🏻⚓️🌊🙏🏻

[Clair19 in reply to Staceyness]

Thanks so much Stacey! I always pray as I’m going through the machine. I then feel guilty that children are going through this too. Thanks again and have a great holiday weekend.❤️

[SeattleMom]

You are ALWAYS in my prayers, Clair, and I am right there with you! I had my 4-month scan yesterday and will get results next week. 🙏🏻🙏🏻for both of us. ❤️❤️Linda

[BeckyHobson in reply to SeattleMom]

Sending prayer and positive vibes your way Linda. Stay busy this weekend !

[SeattleMom in reply to BeckyHobson]

Thank you, Becky! I will! Have a great holiday! XXOO!! Linda

[Clair19 in reply to SeattleMom]

Thanks Linda, I pray your results will be good. I think the waiting is the worst, I feel it adds years to my life. I wish they had something you could find out quickly. Anyway let us know when you get your results back. Have a wonderful holiday weekend.❤️🙏

[SeattleMom in reply to Clair19]

Will do, Clair. And you have a wonderful, restful weekend as well. Hope you are filled with peace and joy! XXOO Linda

[Rhwright12]

Sending prayers Clair! 🙏🏻💕

[Clair19 in reply to Rhwright12]

Thanks so much!!!❤️

[Cjps]

Clair19 I have had breast cancer on and off since 1984 (8 surgeries). Been through it all - Lumpectomies, Masectomies, Chemo, Radiation 3T. Currently no cancer is active but I was on Ibrance and Faslodex for a year and 8 months. I get sooo exhausted that I complained a little to my oncologist who took me off Ibrance for a month. He believes Faslodex is very effective even by itself. I too have to go in for the dreaded scan in November. But I have great faith, believe in prayer, and am convinced God has me here for a reason (since I'm still around). I know your feelings and will definitely keep you in prayer. Keep busy, keep a positive mind and pray intermittently - even while you wash clothes! Always thank God for what he has given you - your faith and your health. One thing because of my faith, I believe in redemptive suffering - whatever you are going through, mental or physical, can be offered to God as a help to others. Only He knows what to do with your suffering!

God bless and many prayers for you.

[Clair19 in reply to Cjps]

Thanks so much very well said. You are right I need to stay busy. It seems the scans are so mentally challengeing. Your words of encouragement will help. You have been a real inspiration to me and many. Have a wonderful holiday weekend.❤️

[BeckyHobson]

Oh Gosh!! We all

Know that feeling all too well. Next month for this gal and the brain wheels are already working overtime.

My go to is staying super busy so my mind stays off of the scans for even just a few minutes at a time. Movies, puzzles, sewing, cooking. Anything that actually requires your attention and focus.

Praying for no new “spots” and that the Faslodex is working it’s magic. Please let us know-good or not so good so we can help support.

You’ve got this sister!! Becky

[Clair19 in reply to BeckyHobson]

Thanks so much! I’m praying that the Faslodex is working out for me. My index only went up 10 points after not being on anything since April. So I think that’s why I’m so nervous. But I will pray for you next month. I will post when I find out which is the 13th my next appointment. Have a wonderful holiday weekend.❤️

[Epinto]

Hi Clair19. I understand that feeling as we all do! I just had mine done the beginning of August and sweated it out until I went to my doctor. All ok so far! On ibrance and faslodex. Wishing u well and for good results. Think as positive as u can!best wishes!!!!!

[Clair19 in reply to Epinto]

Your kind! Good luck and I hope you continue to do well. ❤️

[Epinto in reply to Clair19]

And u as well.

[Clair19 in reply to Epinto]

❤️

[RomanChariot]

Praying for you! Stay busy! Chin up! Keep us posted!

[Clair19 in reply to RomanChariot]

I will, I like your name, my son is so much into the Roman Empire. He sells and collects Roman coins. Thanks for the kind words.❤️

[RLN-overcomer]

Greetings: Sister, and yessssssss warrior . I pray God will answer your prayers, and deliver you from this disease. Worry has no good purpose, except to help cancer thrive, but faith is the greatest opponent to this disease. Where two or more are gathered in this prayer, God is in the midst, and there is power over any challenge. Amen XoXoXoXo

[jtgmom]

Keeping you in my prayers 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻Wishing you good results,,,,I have just been there., (worrying) we just have to stand tall ....and know we’ll get through this...(hugs). Keep the faith ❤️

[lashinator]

Hi Clair, hope you are ok. Missing your posts. Sending you good holiday thoughts.

[kduck]

Clair I hope you doing well with falsodex,, I hvnt seen any post and hoping is al well. Have a merry Christmas and a happy New Year's