With amazing support here and guided to a GP that heard me and helped with Buprenorphine. Then saw a doctor at the Alcohol and Drug Clinic which went very well, delighted to see and hear about how the medication is helping me.
Four months ago to now, I am a totally different person. Mentally and physically. It still feels strange and wonderful at the same time.
I've read about weight loss with buprenorphine, I've lost a lot of weight the last 12 months and put it to mental health (trauma and grief), improving with fitness (swimming regularly) and better eating. In the last year I have gone from 117kg to 76kg. I'll keep awareness with my weight loss, I can see it slowing down now.
My only unpleasant experience is trying to fill my buprenorphine prescription. I am going to have to make a four hour return train journey to Brisbane City to a chemist where I know has been kind and helpful to one other from here. I'm prescribed 30 x 2mg sublingual tablets which I quarter and take the quarter daily. Saving a lot of money this way. I am now on three quarters of one Sifrol tablet. In five weeks I'll be off that, yay!
A massive thank you to all for helping and hearing me. And to all here suffering horribly with RLS, wishing all recovery and freedom from it. I now appreciate even the little things and feel I am living for the first time.