Hi, not even sure where to start, had back pain,pain down left leg burning tingling and serious spasms in the bottom of my back for over 25 years which has had a huge effect on my life the pain is so bad sometimes i struggle to even walk. Six weeks ago it's started on right hand side and unbearable. Iam on tramadol, paracetamol, and diazepam, and from a last wensday gabapentin. Saw DR yesterday who sent me straight to A&E had exrays and MRI after 10 hours of been pulled about which put my back into spasm on both sidesi was in agony and could hardly walk , a nurse came and told me results of scan were clear u can go home and left . My husband turned up to get me I burst into tears (feeling stupid but couldn't stop it ) he got the consultant to come and speak to us who just didn't understand of cause I was over the moon results were clear, but at the same time built my hope up that I would finally get some answers and a way out of the pain. He suggested return to DR and get refered to a pain clinic ? . Today sat at home in agony, my back pain has caused weight gain depression anxiety over the years , I do help myself as much as I can and have done for a long time, but now having it on both sides iam losing the will to live and don't know where to turn anymore. I've not worked for 4 years I have no income at all, don't claim anything and in great debt . Sick of been treated like crap iam desperate to work as the Bordem is unbearable but these spasms are just to much to take . Sorry to moan but iam desperate as I also care for my husband who has rumathoid arthritis, physically iam not managing.