Hello, to everyone! It has been 8 monthes since I lost my beautiful mother to psp. A lot has changed in my world without her to say the least. The real reason I am writing today is because I have came to the conclusion that I have been traumatized by this disease. I lost my dad suddenly in 2009..... such a shock!, he was my everything and I was his baby girl lol although I was. 42 lol. It was the saddest time of my life!, although I miss him, my heart did heal, had nothing but great, wonderful memories ! I was fortunate to have 2 of the BEST parents in the world! September 2018 I lost my wonderful momma to psp after just 4 years since the first symptom of slurred speech. I told my poor sweet momma to go, be with daddy...be with Jesus....because I could not stand to see what this disease had done to her!, I told her what an amazing mother , nana,friend,and lady she was, I was soo proud and thankful that she was my momma, I loved her soo much!! I’m a tough girl ask anyone! Lol. I can do just about anything, and can work like a mule lol not much scares me! But I tell you what...... but now.... when I think of her, I just get this anxious, sickening, overwhelming feeling, I truly feel traumatized! My mom had the disease but I was the victim.... what a devistating disease this is! I feel for everyone that has known psp ! It is pure evil ! Nobody deserves to go through this !