Well today was D day. Catheter inserted and counting down. The Hospice nurse said when the catheter goes in the countdown begins. Right now Charles is eating and seems rested. We both cried afterwards because it's even more real now (as if it wasn't before).
So tired and overwhelmed. Each day so much to do and things slide. I've aged ten years in the last one.
What can I do to help him? I'm trying to not be irritated with him or about things but it's all new now.
Sad but with Christmas coming up I'm trying to be positive.