Well, I can say the last 3 weeks after brachytherapy have been, medically, the worst of my entire life. QOL was poor at best. Maybe I have lived a sheltered life all these years and didn’t know what it is like to really be ill or have medical issues. I do now. Brachytherapy dose was 85 Gy, 60 seeds.
I had severe urinary retention at night (almost to the point of going to the ER), still bad, but better now; I was getting up every 45 minutes at night, now I’m down to 5-6 times a night; I had severe urinary urgency and frequency, again better now, but still a problem; I had lots of blood and clots (none now) and some pain when relieving myself (periodic now). RO did urinalysis which, other than blood, was normal and he said I was experiencing normal SE. To his credit, everything is better (my QOL of life (to me) was a D- and now it’s a C-). Before all of this started it was an A. He did place Barrigel spacer, like SpaceOar, right after the seed implants, along with fiducial markers, along with placing me on lots of meds for SE.
My question: I go in for simulation appointment next week and EBRT (28x) follows in about 2-3 weeks later, probably when I feel decent again. There will be no LN treatment in that he really thinks its confined to the prostate. Since I already went through the swelling, inflammation, irritation, soreness, trauma, and hopefully considering the prostate cells are kinda dead or at least sick now due to the seeds, am I going to go through the same SE with the EBRT??? I’m praying the prostate is “damaged” enough from the first radiation (and surgical) assault that this second assault will be easier to tolerate. Or is this just wishful thinking?
I do realize that radiation is cumulative and that down the road I may have to pay the price of radiation toxicity for both seeds/EBRT, but right now I’m worried about the near future. I’m trying to prepare myself mentally (plus or minus) for what may come. Anyone have thoughts on this?
Thanks