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I've been absent too long, beginning to feel human~LONG

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Have you ever heard of someone dropping 20 mg of prednisone in three weeks? Well, that is what I've been doing, and I'm just seeing the light and feeling human.

I've been on high doses since August 2019, along with Actemra, a good part of the time. As most of you know, I've continued to have problems of one kind or another. On October 5, the rheumatologist said, "we have to get you off the prednisone, or at least get it down. I was on 40 mg per day because of diminishing peripheral vision in my right eye. I'd gained a tad over 100 pounds, bled like a stuck pig, sugar numbers climbing and kidney number plummeting. Plus, I feel like crap, if I may.

So I started Actemra again; on October 19, I dropped from 40mg to 30mg. I was a mess, shaky, unsteady, emotional, headaches, jaw pain, and aching eyeballs plus, I walked like a drunk and was so weak and sore I had to use the walker all the time and then still failed to stay upright. On 11/5, I saw the ophthalmologist, who again expressed concern about my right eye. My left eye hemorrhaged on the 6th, really dark like clotting. I couldn't get into the eye Dr. and waited for my 11/9 appointment with the rheumy, who called the ophthalmologist but then proceeded to tell me he wanted me to drop another 10mg from 30 to 20mg per day. I was horrified. He said we really had no choice. Our choices were more pred or less, and he was confident I wouldn't lose the right eye. My bloodwork had not been good, CBC with differential and metabolic panel, and though now with the Actemra, my GCA markers would be fine. At that point, I felt so poorly and almost out of body in the sense I'd lost all control. So...I figured, go for it~! I return next month, and we will continue to drop it but slower along with the Actemra.

He wanted me to see the eye doctor and called him. He did another visual field and exam and was not comfortable saying the vision was stable. The ophthalmologist said, "He was just a simple ophthalmologist and referred me to a neuro-opthalmologist who I saw the following day. After examining me, the new man on board called both of the other specialists. When he returned to the room, he said he felt I had optic neuritis in my right eye and put me on 300mg of Gabapentin three times a day. That was last Thursday. He also said he felt confident my vision in my right eye would stabilize. By Sunday, for the first time in months, I DID NOT have a headache. I also noticed that my right vision was clearer and didn't have that fuzziness, fog, or mist, or whatever it was, cast over it. I was surprised when I could see the outline of a doorway on the house diagonally across the way...I could always see the house, lights, and other features but could not make out the door. I would have jumped up and down if I could.

I've no idea where these past few weeks have gone because I don't remember them too clearly. I have home health three days a week which has been great for showering and just doing things I could not stand up for; I still can't but do have more energy.

I held off posting because I always have kept a positive attitude and didn't want to scare anyone or any new folks coming on board in the forum. I still have a great deal of hope, and you know me, faith. I still feel positive about the stabilization of the right eye.

Back in 2019, a big mistake was made by the doctor at the hospital. The ophthalmologist prescribed the pulse dose, three days of 1000 mg of IV; I was only given 100 for two days, then the 1000mg...which allowed my GCA to become fully entrenched PLUS the fact that it was misdiagnosed for at least 9 months. Damage done.

So all of you starting out or struggling with reducing...I'm not a good yardstick. So, don't view my travels with this as typical. You will be monitored and eventually off the prednisone hook. I'm in no hurry to get to -0-, 8-5 would be nice; I've never been lower than 15....and that only lasted a short while.

Bless this forum and every single person in it....πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ‘©πŸ½β€πŸ€β€πŸ‘©πŸΌπŸ‘©πŸ½β€πŸ€β€πŸ‘©πŸΌπŸ‘©πŸ½β€πŸ€β€πŸ‘©πŸΌπŸ‘©πŸ½β€πŸ€β€πŸ‘©πŸΌπŸ‘©πŸ½β€πŸ€β€πŸ‘©πŸΌπŸ‘©πŸΎβ€πŸ€β€πŸ‘©πŸΌπŸ‘©πŸΎβ€πŸ€β€πŸ‘©πŸ½πŸ‘­πŸ‘©πŸ½β€πŸ€β€πŸ‘©πŸΌ

Yesterday and today, I did some watercolor painting; I'm making bookmarks for the Meals on Wheels program in the states. For me, thinking about someone else is the best medicine...now that I know what day it is and what my name is.😡πŸ€ͺ

xo Hello....I'm back! and so glad.πŸ’–

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MrsNails

Oh Grammy - what a journey these past weeks have been for you (on top of what’s gone on in the past)

Thinking of You, Sending Love & Hugs 😘

Angela πŸ’—

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123-go

Dear Grammy, Superwoman has returned πŸ˜€. We don't need to remind you not to go overboard with the new-found energy, do we?

You are so right about finding diversionary tactics to keep up your spirits; watercolour painting is a great way to achieve this and the bookmarks will be enjoyed by the recipients.

I'm pleased to hear that you are are having help at home: what a boon. The person helping has the benefit of your cheery nature so a win-win for all.

Here's to positivity πŸ₯‚.x

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bussell

Grammy dear, you are a hero. No matter what life chucks at you, you come up fighting. So glad to hear some good things are at last happening. Keep up the painting (post us an example here) and the wonderful positive attitude. We're with you!

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Good news 🌸

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herdysheep

I just echo what has been said. So glad you are on abetter path.

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Hugs xxxxxxx

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powerwalk

πŸ’šπŸ€¦β€β™€οΈ best wishes Grammy!!! What a time for you. X

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calicojoy41

BLESS YOUR HEART, YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS. THANKS FOR SHARING, I WAS WONDERING HOW YOU WERE DOING. KEEP HANGING IN THERE GIRL!😍😘

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Grammy80 in reply to calicojoy41

Thank you! That is what I want people to take away from what I wrote. Especially, for new people...it can get really bumpy, this GCA journey of ours, but keep at it, stay here where folks understand every facet ....there is light at the end of the tunnel and it will get smoother. πŸ’–πŸ’–

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Grammy80

Not a reply to Grammy here....but a note to say how grateful I am for all of you. I felt your hugs and thought so much about the wise and caring words you all have shared since 2019. I'd have been a lost soul without this forum and all of you; right from the beginning of this journey. We are all moving on and moving forward together. πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–

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Sophiebun11

Hang in there girlfriend!!!

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Grammy80 in reply to Sophiebun11

πŸ€£πŸ˜‚πŸ˜‚OMG....I love it, Boy am I easy to see. I've stacked over 100 pounds on. Ten days ago I had lost 5 pounds, see a Doc on Monday....and am looking forward to the scale for a change...hope I've dropped a stone or two...as our supporters across the pond would say. I'll be honest and tell. πŸ’–

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Bcol

Great stuff Grammy, so good that things are starting to go in the right direction, it's been a tough few month s. Best wishes and hugs.

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Jackoh

Hang in there! Great that you are back and feeling so much better! πŸ’xx

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2013mayo

Hi Grammy, So glad you are feeling a little better, thinking of you and sending a big hug, you have gone through such a bad time of late.

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York54

Grammy, great to hear that you are feeling better. Sending you gentle hugs xx🌺🌺🌺🌺

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altywhite

So glad you are feeling better 😊 To say you've had a time of it is an understatement x

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LCfan

What an awful time you've had! I'm glad to hear the worst is over and you're feeling more normal

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SheffieldJane

You are a very brave girl Grammy80! What a nightmare but lo and behold it seems to have worked. I can’t quite figure out how it worked but everyone is determined to save you and no wonder. Don’t worry about frightening others. We really are quite robust on here and knowledge is power! πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ’–

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Grammy80 in reply to SheffieldJane

Hi, Jane, There were some days that weren't so great and for about 3 days each day I felt better, Sunday, Monday and Tuesday. Today I seem to have lost my edge...possibly it is the second drop of 10 mg started 11/6 really just hitting me. My hope is that I will pass through this like the effect of the first 10 mg drop. I think being out of it and feeling poorly lasted 5-6 days but I'm not sure??? I need to rest more I was so excited to feel so good. It is funny, right now I don't have to 'take a nap'....I just get to a point where I can't do anything, so I sit~!! Just taking it one day at a time. Do we have a choice??? Thanks!πŸ’–

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SheffieldJane

I am not doing much more. We can just sit together until it passes. πŸ’–

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Grammy80 in reply to SheffieldJane

We are all hanging on a special clothesline!!!!πŸ’–

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Nextoneplease in reply to Grammy80

Do you have room on your line for another one? πŸ™x

I too get so tired I can’t do anything - not even sleep - so I kind of sit and let the engine idle until I can muster up the energy to make a cup of tea, a phone call, or even something slightly more energetic!

Yesterday I made a frittata to last several days and was genuinely pleased I’d done it…. πŸ€·β€β™€οΈxx

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SheffieldJane in reply to Nextoneplease

I recognise that. You can come on our clothes line if you give us a bit of frittata. Clever you!

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Nextoneplease in reply to SheffieldJane

Always willing to share πŸ˜„xx

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Grammy80 in reply to Nextoneplease

There is plenty of room.....and company....on the clothesline...you'd be a welcome addition~πŸ’–

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