On one of the forums someone begged for a "paper" they could show their family to explain that, no, actually I'm not 100% better after taking my pred, whatever the books say!
I wrote this - and was surprised at the positive response. So I thought i'd put it here:
Now I've had a bit more time:
core.ac.uk/download/pdf/302...
This is a link to the a free-to-air version of a paper called ""I suddenly felt I'd aged": a qualitative study of patient experiences of polymyalgia rheumatica (PMR).
by Twohig H, Mitchell C, Mallen C, Adebajo A, Mathers N"
This link is also "free to air":
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articl...
"An impediment to living life": why and how should we measure stiffness in polymyalgia rheumatica?
Mackie SL, Hughes R, Walsh M, Day J, Newton M, Pease C, Kirwan J, Morris M
and although some of it is quite complicated science stuff, the Results section has a lot of quotes from patients talking about their pain and stiffness and can be easily understood by anyone - it is also patients talking about their experience.
One of the links here,
healthunlocked.com/pmrgcauk......
Living with a Gorilla, might convey the awfulness of living with PMR. It was written by CatieP a former member of this forum.
Explain to your family that a GOOD response to pred in PMR is felt to be a 70% global improvement in symptoms - that is overall, a general effect, not that each symptom improves by 70%. There might still be quite a bit of pain and the fatigue rarely goes away.
Also, that pred takes some time to work - and that every morning a new batch of the inflammatory substances is shed in the body at about 4.30am, which within an hour or so leaves you in a similar state to before pred and which then takes some time to respond. Everyone is different and some people will be pretty much OK a couple of hours after taking their tablets, others may take much longer. Some things are not always directly PMR itself, but are often found alongside it and although they respond to oral pred eventually, it may take months to get a real improvement - such as with bursitis or tendonitis and myofascial pain syndrome.
Now - what's it like living with PMR? Well...
On a bad day, and we all have them however well managed we are with pred, it feels like being wrapped in tight bandages like an Egyptian mummy or that we have a concrete overcoat on. Our brain feels like cottonwool and you read a paragraph, even in a chic-lit, 5 times - and STILL couldn't tell someone what it said.
On a bad day you can't do up your buttons or fasten your bra alone. You go to the loo and sit there (providing you didn't fall over in doing so) wondering how you can make your arms long enough to reach to wipe your bum - those arms that weren't long enough to be able to get your socks on this morning either. Your skin feels tender - as if you have flu - so even a shower hurts and then you have to get dry. Your hands won't do what you want them to and you can't get them up far enough to blow-dry your hair - which has turned into straw anyway so does it really matter?
You feel bloated because of pred fluid retention - and anyway you've put on weight. Even if you haven't developed hamster cheeks you still have roses and fewer wrinkles that make people say how well you're looking - when all you really want to do is die in a corner. You've gained enough weight for nothing to fit comfortably but when you struggle to Next all you are fit for is to lie on the floor under one of the clothes carousels and go to sleep. You crave sleep - but when you go to bed at night you can't GET to sleep. Because of pred. Then you get to sleep and go to turn over in bed - and the pain and "loggness" of your legs wakes you up and you lie there for what feels like hours (and often is) desperately hoping you can get back to sleep. And then the alarm goes - but you are even more tired than when you went to bed last night so it can't possibly be time to get up. Even if you could move enough to get out of bed and start the whole darn process of dressing again. It's enough to make you feel like going to bed in your clothes.